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If I had big enough arms I'd hug you all! AT ONCE! <3
Jun. 7th, 2010 | 10:47 am
mood: 
Super happy
Wow, wow wow.
Super excited and happy right now..
Now for my all time lowest of
118 (I know I am behind alot of
you ladies, but I sure am happy I am getting there. (: )
Also.. Got a cut perfect hair cut. My roomies brother did
it. (only in grade 10 and fucking amazing, already charging for cuts\
do's and such) And so I look cute with my hair cut and...
Look!!! --->Gw1: 125 lbs
Gw2: 119 lbs
Now on to... Gw3: 114 LBS!! (: And so on and so forth
if you've seen my other posts. Heh. I am doing vary well
today ladies. I feel vary... relieved I am not that 121 anymore.
Thanks alot girls, You helped me so much with your encouraging
words. Gah! Super good mood right now..
I really really want you all to have good days too. Kay!?
Think thin and Stay Strong, we'll all get there one day. (:
Until next time...
Love always,
Super excited and happy right now..
Now for my all time lowest of
118 (I know I am behind alot of
you ladies, but I sure am happy I am getting there. (: )
Also.. Got a cut perfect hair cut. My roomies brother did
it. (only in grade 10 and fucking amazing, already charging for cuts\
do's and such) And so I look cute with my hair cut and...
Look!!! --->
Now on to... Gw3: 114 LBS!! (: And so on and so forth
if you've seen my other posts. Heh. I am doing vary well
today ladies. I feel vary... relieved I am not that 121 anymore.
Thanks alot girls, You helped me so much with your encouraging
words. Gah! Super good mood right now..
I really really want you all to have good days too. Kay!?
Think thin and Stay Strong, we'll all get there one day. (:
Until next time...
Love always,
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Jun. 6th, 2010 | 12:00 pm
location: Somewhere.... :/
mood: 
dirty
Oh my god. I've never hated myself so much.
Yesterday I thought I'd smoke up
and chill with a childhood friend....
he was a guy.. and a nerdy guy and ugh so annoying..
And kept me up until five... So I binged....
GaH!!!!! And went to bed this all this shit in my stomach
... I do not know how but I am still 120.4 though. Gained
.4??? Hm.. But, then I went poo. (Gross sorry!!!!)
And I knew I was 120 ish.. so 119 will just
have to wait until tomorrow.
Hey, maybe even 118 lbs. I super
super super hate myself right now...
I've never woken up in a worser mood. :(
I'm fasting until my birthday (Tuesday) and wed
I will have some low calories shit.. and thusday
fast... I want to be at least 117 By the time the
boyfriend gets back. (Thursday)
Wish me luck... :/
Think thin.. </3
I'm so upset. I thought I'd be crossing my second goal weight off the list...
Ugh.. Now I have a stupid hair appt. And no point
to get it. (Other then my hair is disgusting) Bah... I HATE bad days..
Yesterday I thought I'd smoke up
and chill with a childhood friend....
he was a guy.. and a nerdy guy and ugh so annoying..
And kept me up until five... So I binged....
GaH!!!!! And went to bed this all this shit in my stomach
... I do not know how but I am still 120.4 though. Gained
.4??? Hm.. But, then I went poo. (Gross sorry!!!!)
And I knew I was 120 ish.. so 119 will just
have to wait until tomorrow.
Hey, maybe even 118 lbs. I super
super super hate myself right now...
I've never woken up in a worser mood. :(
I'm fasting until my birthday (Tuesday) and wed
I will have some low calories shit.. and thusday
fast... I want to be at least 117 By the time the
boyfriend gets back. (Thursday)
Wish me luck... :/
Think thin.. </3
I'm so upset. I thought I'd be crossing my second goal weight off the list...
Ugh.. Now I have a stupid hair appt. And no point
to get it. (Other then my hair is disgusting) Bah... I HATE bad days..
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:O!!
Jun. 6th, 2010 | 12:15 am
mood: 
excited
Hahaha just got sent an e-mail from
LJ saying it was my birthday coming up..
and the birthday of someone else.. on the same
day.. little did I know that when I clicked
IT WAS MY OLD JOURNAL from on here.. :)
Wow.. I have changed..Hahaha
Wow.. And I was bragging in that one I was
at my lowest weight!! Crazy I feel awesome.
LJ saying it was my birthday coming up..
and the birthday of someone else.. on the same
day.. little did I know that when I clicked
IT WAS MY OLD JOURNAL from on here.. :)
Wow.. I have changed..Hahaha
Wow.. And I was bragging in that one I was
at my lowest weight!! Crazy I feel awesome.
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Day 2 summ & Hair cut help? :/
Jun. 5th, 2010 | 10:38 pm
mood: 
amused
music: Don't cry out- Shiny toy guns
Day 2 fast a success... Now please!!
PLEASE!!! I want to be 119!!! Gah! Fuck.
I better be. I think I may just scream if I am not.
Hopefully.. tomorrow I will have reached my second goal
weight! AND a new hair cut. My room mates brother
will do it kick ass!
(Side tracked sorry)-----------
I need suggestions... At this point.. I am
blonde.. longish short (just above my boob)
I am thinking maybe keep SOME of the length
but since it is summer I may want a change. Something
cute and layer-y but not too short. I hate short hair on me.. :/
But, Hair cut is perfect as a reward for reaching my
second goal weight! (Overal 52 pounds off!!! ) (:
Anyways.. back to my point about reaching my second goal weight..
that after my third goal weight (Gw3: 114 lbs) ...I am all out.. sooo....
Time to make new ones!! (: Yay. How exciting. My ultimate goal weight thus far,
is 105. ;) (makes a total net loss of 66 lbs? (: ) anyways... here they are.
Gw1: 110 lbs
Gw2: 107 lbs
Gw3: 104 lbs.. (>.< Kay, now it is 104. :P)
PLEASE!!! I want to be 119!!! Gah! Fuck.
I better be. I think I may just scream if I am not.
Hopefully.. tomorrow I will have reached my second goal
weight! AND a new hair cut. My room mates brother
will do it kick ass!
(Side tracked sorry)-----------
I need suggestions... At this point.. I am
blonde.. longish short (just above my boob)
I am thinking maybe keep SOME of the length
but since it is summer I may want a change. Something
cute and layer-y but not too short. I hate short hair on me.. :/
But, Hair cut is perfect as a reward for reaching my
second goal weight! (Overal 52 pounds off!!! ) (:
Anyways.. back to my point about reaching my second goal weight..
that after my third goal weight (Gw3: 114 lbs) ...I am all out.. sooo....
Time to make new ones!! (: Yay. How exciting. My ultimate goal weight thus far,
is 105. ;) (makes a total net loss of 66 lbs? (: ) anyways... here they are.
Gw1: 110 lbs
Gw2: 107 lbs
Gw3: 104 lbs.. (>.< Kay, now it is 104. :P)
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Semi Excited.
Jun. 5th, 2010 | 01:35 pm
mood: 
impressed
Well, I had the worst night last night
anyone could imagine. Gah! I've never
been so mad/upset/angry/hurt/in pain. I was
so frustrated. I think I was having a tantrum. :/ Ugh.
I hate being crazy. Although.. I give myself
props. Sat at home and didn't do anything because there
is nothing to do in this bum fuck town.
And even though I was bored... and looking
for stuff to do. I fasted. (:
For once in my life I seen the scale flutter 118-119 and then
landed on 120. (: But. It thrilled me. This is my lowest.
And I plan to get lower. 119 by 19! ;) And hopfully more
for when the boyfriend comes home. I am doing the
100 cal with my diet pill again today.
Tomorrow I will kick start my mat with something
a little more... like some porage with my diet pill. Just for
something different. (: Wish me luck ladies. I hope you're all doing just fine!
Think thin lovelies! xoxox <3
And stay strong. (:
Until next time..
Gw2:119 (:!! (Here I come!)
anyone could imagine. Gah! I've never
been so mad/upset/angry/hurt/in pain. I was
so frustrated. I think I was having a tantrum. :/ Ugh.
I hate being crazy. Although.. I give myself
props. Sat at home and didn't do anything because there
is nothing to do in this bum fuck town.
And even though I was bored... and looking
for stuff to do. I fasted. (:
For once in my life I seen the scale flutter 118-119 and then
landed on 120. (: But. It thrilled me. This is my lowest.
And I plan to get lower. 119 by 19! ;) And hopfully more
for when the boyfriend comes home. I am doing the
100 cal with my diet pill again today.
Tomorrow I will kick start my mat with something
a little more... like some porage with my diet pill. Just for
something different. (: Wish me luck ladies. I hope you're all doing just fine!
Think thin lovelies! xoxox <3
And stay strong. (:
Until next time..
Gw2:119 (:!! (Here I come!)
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Writer's Block: Top Three
Jun. 4th, 2010 | 03:37 pm
Can I just make it six things I hate about myself? - Hair
-Stomach
-Thighs
-Arms
-Face
EVERYTHING. >.< Stoopid question.
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Mid-day up date? :P
Jun. 4th, 2010 | 12:40 pm
mood: 
frustrated
music: Bleed like me-Garbage
Intake for the day -5 litly salted crackers and two bottle water w/ diet pill
-water, water water, water.. maybe some tea? >.<
Anyways you get the point. Nothing... I hope these caffein pills give me
enough energy to go on a run in between my homework.. :/
*Sigh*
Keep working hard ladies!!
xoxoxox I send all my LOVE and support. (: <3
Think thin lovelies, and stay strong. We'll all make it through okay..
Just a quote: " I'm not there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday... "
P.s: Look at all the pretty colors. (:
... I was bored. Sorry for being a post whore today. :P
-water, water water, water.. maybe some tea? >.<
Anyways you get the point. Nothing... I hope these caffein pills give me
enough energy to go on a run in between my homework.. :/
*Sigh*
Keep working hard ladies!!
xoxoxox I send all my LOVE and support. (: <3
Think thin lovelies, and stay strong. We'll all make it through okay..
Just a quote: " I'm not there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday... "
P.s: Look at all the pretty colors. (:
... I was bored. Sorry for being a post whore today. :P
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Jun. 4th, 2010 | 09:44 am
mood: 
bitchy
I'm sick of not being ahappy of my weight.
I am again 121. ARG!!! I need to get this weight off!!
Fuck! I just want to be fucking thin. I'm so
annoyed upset and overwhelmed today. Maybe a run?
I( don't know. I will be lower tomorrow.. I WILL be.
I hope...
Intake will be under 100 cals again with my diet pill.
Wish me luck ladies until next time...
Think thin. xoxox <3
I am again 121. ARG!!! I need to get this weight off!!
Fuck! I just want to be fucking thin. I'm so
annoyed upset and overwhelmed today. Maybe a run?
I( don't know. I will be lower tomorrow.. I WILL be.
I hope...
Intake will be under 100 cals again with my diet pill.
Wish me luck ladies until next time...
Think thin. xoxox <3
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B/P session... >.< Gah!
Jun. 3rd, 2010 | 03:57 pm
mood: 
angry
Just binged.. luckily on food
that is easy to purge.. I am going to
give it a few minutes while I drown myself in water.
Gah! I hate purging. But I will feeel
SOOOOOO much better after...
:(
that is easy to purge.. I am going to
give it a few minutes while I drown myself in water.
Gah! I hate purging. But I will feeel
SOOOOOO much better after...
:(
I hate this... will I gain?
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... *sigh*
Jun. 3rd, 2010 | 10:55 am
mood: 
drained
121 this morning.. :/ I am feeling
good about it. But my body is not.. kind of achy
Mean plan for today:... Under 100 cals..
Something just so I don't binge later and so
my diet pill again wont make me sick and puke up nothing again.. Yuk.
My body hurts from working out.. and I am tired.. and run down
I'd rather be tired than fat though. </3
I will make it to my Gw2: 119 lbs
(Then 114)
(more goals to be posted after)
Working hard, and hope you ladies are too!
Think thin and stay strong..
Until next time..
good about it. But my body is not.. kind of achy
Mean plan for today:... Under 100 cals..
Something just so I don't binge later and so
my diet pill again wont make me sick and puke up nothing again.. Yuk.
My body hurts from working out.. and I am tired.. and run down
I'd rather be tired than fat though. </3
I will make it to my Gw2: 119 lbs
(Then 114)
(more goals to be posted after)
Working hard, and hope you ladies are too!
Think thin and stay strong..
Until next time..
